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Esta es una recopilación de frases de diferentes canciones que le dedico a mi novia por San Valentín.

Se lo dedico aunque yo ni ella creamos en San Valentín porque este es muy especial y oportuno: hace 3 días que me ha explicado que me ha estado mintiendo y haciendo los cuernos durante un mes, con un chico del que yo siempre sospechaba y me enfadaba y ella me decía excusas y mentiras, y ahora cuando yo ya no podía sostener esa relación (sin saber los cuernos) y me planteé cortar me lo ha contado (¿todo?) y me ha dicho que no ha tenido claro si seguir conmigo o con el otro. Bueno, y yo también le he explicado que le hice los cuernos, pero solo de una noche.

Después de estar 3 ó 4 días cortando y volviendo sin control, y haciéndonos mucho daño, ahora nos hemos dejado unos días para pensar, porque los dos estamos muy mal, y en estos cae San Valentín.

Se lo he perdonado todo: el daño que me ha hecho, todas las mentiras, todo lo mal que me ha hecho sentir y que me está haciendo sentir, incluso lo que no me haya dicho aún ni quizás me diga nunca. Al dirle esto me ha dicho que no había nada más a ocultar, y le he respondido que le perdonaba incluso que me estuviera mintiendo entonces y sí que tuviera algo que esconder.

Es mucho lo que hemos vivido juntos, lo que hemos hecho, reído, enfadado (básicamente por el “amante”), tonteado, bromeado, dormido juntos, besado, follado, salido de fiesta, viajado, incluso soñado… todo. Quedábamos cada día y durante unos 7 meses, así que ha sido mucho el tiempo que hemos pasado juntos, y nos hemos acostumbrado mucho el uno al otro. Además, nosotros no teníamos límite alguno, y hacíamos cosas que nadie más podría hacer.

Ella me gusta mucho y me alegro de lo bien que hemos encajado, y no la quiero perder nunca, sea en las condiciones que sea. Somos cada uno una gran parte del otro, haya pasado lo que haya pasado y pase lo que pase.

Y todo eso hace que escriba esto, que es un recopilatorio de trozos de canciones seleccionados que hablan de nuestra relación, de lo que ha pasado y de como continuar, tal y como la veo ahora. Lo sé, soy demasiado apasionado y público. Soy así

Zebrahead - Hello Tomorrow

Hello tomorrow and good-bye to yesterday
We’ve been waiting for this moment
And we still don’t know what to say
We may never find the answers or know the reason why
Why we both decided we should say good-bye

Nothing but good things are coming my way
If you are going please let me stay
You bring me down when I’m getting high

1-2-3 times you’ve broken me (Broken Me)
I’m stuck in hell your on vacation
1-2-3 times you’ve broken me (Broken Me)

I’ve been waiting
Waiting for the day
I’m still waiting for tomorrow
Tired of living in yesterday
I’ve been waiting
Waiting for the day I’d be over you

Spend all my days in a bottle thinking
You’re like an anchor got me sinking

Say good-bye now and mean it forever
Got to move on and keep it together
Forget the things that you’ve said and you’ve done
That’s in the past, here comes the sun
1-2-3 times you’ve broken me (broken me)

Zebrahead - Blur

Fuck you. I don’t even know why I like you
It’s all a blur (…)

Did you ever stop believing after all was said and done?
And the sky and the snapshots remind you
I trust you and I’m always going to miss you (…)

Every time I see you look at me
I see those distant eyes and your looks are fading
Every time you’re next to me
I want to talk and feel and act like we used to
Cause everybody knows and everybody cares
Until they’re walking in my shoes
And now I know
It’s you that I cannot lose (…)

And now look where I am standing at today
Trying so hard to walk away
But it’s impossible to watch you fade away

Zebrahead - The Setup

Lie to me
Tell me that everything will be all right
(Who-o-a) Lie to me
Don’t say it didn’t mean anything (…)

This is a set up
Waste everything
You never told me
Till the pressure started building
You never told me
I was wrong
I was right [x2]
You never told me
Till the building started shaking
Now I’m surrounded on all sides

You take this for granted
Right? And I never wanted anybody else
You took this all for granted
You took it all

Zebrahead - Falling Apart

Stutter step through another trap set by deception
Mention rejection
Always lies in your eyes
Settles in your action

Manipulations on my mind
Expectations well defined
Frustrate me
Liberate me
Cause everything’s falling apart
You can’t control me, I can’t control me
Everything’s falling apart (…)

I got exposed to a deeper form of infection
Shout out “I need acception”
Always lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
Criticize everything that I do
And I will overcome anything that’s in store
Nevermore look up to you and adore
Liberty (YEAH)

Zebrahead - Let it ride

Damn, what the fuck did I get myself in
I’m gonna sit and watch the waves crash on the shore
Is that what you’re looking for?
Start over

Zebrahead - Type A

Shut up
I’m not like you

Back off. Fuck this
I won’t let you get the best of me

Zebrahead - Runaway

I don’t give a fuck
For the sake of letting everybody know

She says I won’t belong So long
It’s not a lost cause
She’s just a runaway
Is there nothing left for you to say?

I said:
“I don’t know that I’m right but I know that you’re wrong”
Nothing ever changes what’s inside me

Zebrahead - Dear You

Dear you
When did we start this crazy game?
Pull up a chair
Grab a drink
I need something not to make me think

And I’ll be gone a while
I never thought it would come to this
I never thought of all the stupid shit I’d miss
The way you looked when I made you mad
We never missed the things that we never had
And all the talk and all the time
It goes on and on
She said:
‘That’s right, I don’t want to leave now”

Zebrahead - Expectations

I drove really fast before I hit the wall
Do or die now, got scared, so I stalled
You can have it allYour eyes inside the back of my mind
It’s making me blind
We can hate each other
We can be down then fuck one another
We can hold it up, then set it on fire

Life is sacrifice and you can be a martyr
But it’s more than I can stand
When you’re looking down on me
Cause I can’t live up to you, that makes me incomplete
I never wanted anything more

So I’ll just say good-bye and watch you walk out the door
I want to be all you want me to be
I want to be all you think that you see

I tried really hard not to care at all
Medicate myself: Xanax, alcohol

I can change
We can change for each other
We can let go and accept one another
We can tear it down to the ground and start over
Life is compromise [x2]

So if I let you down then I’ll pick you up again
In the end
To be who I want to be and to do what I want to do
Never turn my back on you

Zebrahead - Strength

Disbelief confidence is gone
You can take all this from me
Stands my integrity (now)

Zebrahead - House is not my Home

But now yesterday is so far away
And I would give anything, say anything
To keep it all like it was
But you just throw it all away
And I think this house is not my home
I think that I’d rather be alone tonight

This is the part where you say
You can’t stay together just for me
This is the part where you make me choose
On whose side I want to be
This is the part where you decide
What’s going to be best for me
This is the start
Now we grow apart

Zebrahead - Into You

You said nothing in this world could ever
Make you feel better than I do (HEY HEY)
You said no one in this world could ever
Take away all this from you
So hold on just a little longer
When you don’t feel that you belong
All I want is a chance to fall into youYou inspire me, You inspire me
I don’t mind wasting time with you

Zebrahead - Timing is everything

I think I’m gonna be sick
You take anything to get through
You always got something to prove
And you want it all

Mest - Another Day

Another day gone by
And still no reason why
You say goodbye but then you cry
A million miles apart we lie

I opened every door to you
I put all my trust in you
You took advantage of it why?
Was every word you said a lie?

It’s just another day, that you’re living life this way

Cause times change, your mind’s rearranged
You walked away cause you started feeling strange
You knew from the start that this wasn’t for you
But your feelings can’t control, the things that you do
That you do

You say there’s too much past with him
You can’t throw it all away
But the past is all you have with him
History means security
That’s what I say, it’s just another day

And was I wrong, for trusting you
You said you just don’t know what to do
When you’re with him, you think of me
Cause change means losing security

Lostprophets - Rooftops

All the love i’ve met, I have no regrets

Sum 41 - In too deep

And I hate it when you fake it.
You can’t hide it you might as well embrace it.
So believe me it’s not easy.
It seems that something’s telling me,

Cause I’m in too deep, and I’m trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.

Sum 41 - All She’s Got

These days keep getting worse I’m wasting all my time.
I thought I’d come in first, instead I fell behind.
I don’t know, I don’t know if I can keep this up to long.
It seems most every time my motives are all wrong
But for now I don’t see what’s so wrong with pretending

It’s times like this, I want to,
Believe her, it’s all she’s got to pass the time
Believe her, it’s all she’s got to keep things right

Sum 41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

Sum 41 - All Messed up

Self-destruction taking over it’s so easy to pretend
Introduction to this nightmare that now seems may never end

Lostprophets - Start Something

Start today, now show us how you feel
Make your way, it’s time to choose
Have my say, they think you’ll lose

Move
If you don’t stop there, you’ll make it through.
Stop dreaming, start something
Time will tell, it’s hard that the way you feel
Win or lose, its time to choose

Hoobastank - Hello Again

I dream that someday we’ll be able to
Look back on this together and say
It was for the best and that it made us
Stronger today, stronger todayThere’s much more for us to see
A brand new day for you and me
And with confidence I say, “We’re better than ever”

And I don’t know where this will lead
But in my life you need to be
Cause I need to say, “Hello again”

Lostprophets - I Don’t Know

And I could tell that this ain’t right
To find the strength in people who had never thought about a different way of life
It just doesn’t seem that easy

If you think there’s hope from here and there’s a life you should now have
I don’t have answers and no questions spring to mind

I don’t know where to go
I don’t know what to be
I don’t know how to change from being me
I don’t know what to say
Maybe another day
All I know is gone…

Lostprophets - Last Train Home

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it’s disappeared
She told me that it’s all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you’re right
You have to give to take

But there’s still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home

But we sing
If we’re going nowhere
Sing without a reason to never fall in love again

Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

Lostprophets - Make a Move

So are we lost or do we know
Which direction we should go
Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way.

Cause every day we’re getting colder
We’re sick of waiting for Our answers.
Yeah I’m so sick of waiting
For us to make a move.

Are we meant to take the pain
Should we sit around and wait
Are we being saved, Or was that another lie you made to make us hate.

New Order - Temptation

And though it hurts me to treat you this way
Betrayed by words, Id never heard, too hard

Each way I turn, I know Ill always try
To break this circle thats been placed around me
From time to time, I find Ive lost some need
That was urgent to myself, I do believe

And Ive never seen anyone quite like you before
No, Ive never met anyone quite like you before

Lostprophets - Burn burn

Where do I begin, with this life we’re living in
But do you think, that we’re that blind?
That we can’t see through all your lies?

I know that ive been told
My integrity was sold
But do you think we’ve lost our minds?

burn burn the truth the lies the news
burn burn the life that you cant choose
burn burn the hate that gets you through
burn burn for us, for them, for you
burn burn for us, for them, for you
burn burn for us, for them, for you
burn burn for us, for them, for you

Cause if its no good
burn burn the stations
we’ll burn it down
burn burn the truth
enjoy the flames
in celebration
enjoy the sound
for us for them for you